Sex, Cats, Dudes, and Chicks.
My ex boyfriends were the worst decisions I've ever made, minus that thing I did 3 summers ago. But on a brighter note, if you wear a bow-tie, kudos to you. I like that.
Fuck the people that call me a friend, that even consider me a person they could talk to, or that I would talk to them. “Friends” ruin an awful for a person. “Friends” ruin just about everything you could have had. Even worse than that ex boyfriends who lie, manipulate, and step all over your life, because they find amusement from it! And I’m the liar? Somehow I’m the bad guy?! Somehow I always come out on the bottom, and everyone’s wiping their muddy boots on my god damn face! I loathe the human race, I loathe the way they think, the way they function, the way they choose to live their good for nothing lives, that will have no significance at all! I wish I could take 10 buckets of pure spit, and poor it all over the 10 people I despise in this world. They deserve it. I sit here on a day to day basis with things constantly blowing up in my face! You think you’ve got it bad, ha! Try having every single thing you’ve ever wanted blow up in your face! Your dreams crushed, your hope gone, and love almost becoming completely impossible for you! I FUCKING HATE EVERY GOD DAMN PERSON I’VE EVER MET! And the only exceptions are Mike, Connor, and Richard. They’re the only three “real friends” I’ve ever had, that have never lied to me, hurt me, or purposely tried to make my life a living hell. I suppose I should just suck it up, since bad shit is always happening to me. I suppose I shouldn’t cry myself to sleep tonight, like I always do when no one is around. I suppose instead of those two things that I should drink, party, and throw what little life I still have left; away. It’s not as if anyone would care right? It will just be more things for everyone to talk about! Or even make up about me! WONDERFUL! JUST FUCKING WONDERFUL! I just adore how people feel compelled to make you feel lower than scum. Like it’s their job to every day make something bad happen to you. What the fuck? I just want a god damn cigarette, some video games, and some horror movies. FUCK EVERYTHING ELSE! I give up on being man’s perfect woman! They are never satisfied! They never know what they want! At least the so called “men” I’ve encountered! Fuck being hot, sexy, and perfect! FUCK IT! LITERALLY! JUST FUCK THAT IN THE FACE! I DON’T GIVE A FUCK WHAT MEN THINK OF ME ANYMORE! YOU’LL JUST CHEW MY HEART UP, AND SPIT IT OUT ON DAILY BASIS, BASED ON SHIT YOU HEARD FROM A FRIEND, OR THEIR FRIENDS, OR WHATEVER YOU DECIDE FITS ME SECRETLY! I’m done with the love game, the secrets, the lies! I’m not innocent, but I sure as hell won’t change for a person, that won’t change for me, or doesn’t care about how I feel, or what I want. I fucking hate people who think everything revolves around them! Or what everyone else says is true, and just fuck your word on it, even though you were the one that supposedly did whatever this so called “friend” said. AND FUCK FUCK FUCK JUST FUCK EVERYTHING!
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